The Talk

I took my time going back to the wagons.. I had so much spinning around in my mind that I could not contain it all in one spot.. it scattered and bounced off my brain.. Sex is a natural part of life.. but its never been really something I was very interested in.. Until now.. curious.. I wanted to know more.. it was certainly not taboo in our wagon.. not with 7 brothers.. my mother must have known quite abit about the subject. So I gathered questions I would ask my mother.. for I knew she would never steer me wrong..

On my way I past the wagons of Fonce's family.. I watched a moment. He is a curious warrior.. dark and forboding yet quite sexual. So now I actually watch him hold a woman. she must be part of his family.. Out of respect I do not say anything.. but quietly move past.. towards my mother and fathers wagon.. Ord must have gotten there before me.. cause there was my Mother sitting on the step waiting for me..

She motioned me to sit beside her on the step.. tugging on my braid she smiled at me.. So.. your brother tells me that its well past the time to speak to you about the intimacies of men and women.. I hold up my hand.. and shake my hand.. if its like what I saw.. you can keep it.. I am not gonna lie placid while some hunk of a warrior pounds me with no concern for me.. :my head shakes: That is not how its gonna be.. . My mother started to laugh.. what you saw was a man and a beast.. not a man and his women.. While some will tell you that there is a special bond between a man and his slave.. there is no comparison between a man and his chosen woman.. Take your father for example.. I think at this point I started to hum loudly.. MOTHER I do not want to hear about father and you in the furs.. give me strenght.. But my mother placed her hand over my mouth: You will listen to me.. its important.. Your father may rut with any slave of the camp.. And he has when I was carrying one of his babies... but it meant nothing to him. it was a relief of stress.. or tension... But when your father is with me... :she smiled to me: It is much much different.. he takes his time.. he makes sure that I am just as pleasured as he is... :Well I know at this point my cheeks were a brillant red.. who needs a fire when I am around.: Thankfully she did not go into details.. but I did get her drift.. So.. I asked...

and does he roll over and go fast to sleep?. My mother shook her head.. no we talk and cuddle... and fall asleep in each others arms... Ok that did not sound bad.. And does it hurt.. you know that first time... I mean well it sure looked like it hurt.. Once again my mother was truthful.. Yes it will hurt the first time.. but only for a few moments.. and if you are lucky.. He will make it as pleasant for you as possible.. if he is the right warrior.. :she lifted a brow a moment: Are you interested in any one warrior? :I chewed on my inside cheek a moment: Well.. yes and no.. but they are both way out of my reach.. and they both own slaves.. And one thinks we are all osts.. and the other.. well.. I am not sure really what he thinks.. but he was hurt once.. and I think it left a mark on his heart.. It will take a very special woman to erase that scar.. I think there is a line of those waiting to try... :I gave my mother a smile..: I do not get in lines..

Anyway.. I have more questions... When do you know its love Mother and not lust.... She just looked at me and smiled.. You will know Yams.. :I am thinking oh great.. I will know.. lovely: And what about slaves... Where do they fit into the sceme of things... I mean.. from what I have seen.. some warriors place them way up there... and do not let anyone else get very close.. .. My mother said something I will never forget.. A slave is nothing but a piece of property.. and some men value property as they most guarded treasures.. but if a man puts a slave before a Freewoman.. then he is not the warrior to mate.. Never let a man place you behind him.. always walk at his side.. Never let him dull your wits Never let him know he is always right even if he is.. I yawned and rubbed my eyes.. I think I will sleep in my old wagon tonight... I am much to tired to find my way back to the main fires... I kissed her goodnight. and found my way to my old blue wagon..