How?

Could you be so cruel?

I woke this morning.. in a rage... I was so mad and so angry at this warrior.. for taking my friends heart and just crushing it.. I know he can not help it.. I know he probably had no idea what to do.. But.. if he were right here in front of me right this very moment.. I would slam dunk him right into the stream...

Maybe he is waiting to see if his ghost appears.. as some seem to have.. Maybe he did not know what to say..

But no one.. ever hurts my friend.. Not even this warrior... I want to ask him.. How.. How could you be so cruel? And especailly after he and I had talked about Agy.. and how.. the "lets be friends" line.. only cuts a women to the quick...

He is still my friend.. I will always be there.. but at this very moment.. the pain is too raw.. Maybe this blanket will help him to see himself...find what he thinks he is missing... What I want can never be..but maybe there is still hope for my friend...