The Kite

A warrior that had returned to the fires... showed me how to fly a kite...

It was interesting.. but I don't think I will do it again.... I must concentrate on my goals.. not play with flying pieces of material... We went to the outer wagons to get some twine.. I noticed a few children that needed new boots... That would be my objective the next few hands.. to make sure they all have new boots.. and to see what else they would need...

I noticed some of my elders... I have not neglected them.. but so much had been going on. that I had not had as much time as I wanted.. Now with so many people returning.. I can slip into the abyss.. and work quietly wtihout being noticed.. I seem to have much luck doing that... I am comfortable in that spot.. I am still not able to stay long around the fires when Mezoo and Ayg are there... they probably do not even realize or care how much it hurts me still to see them together... Ayg is a changed man.. I see a great deal of weakness when he is around Mezoo.. I hope that he can recapture what he was once.. That is what attracted me in the first place.. But its not my place to speak on it in public.. No one would listen anyway..

I sit inside my wagon.. and take the last few nights into great thought.. How is it that some.. have to become prospects when they return.. and others are just welcomed back as if they never left? This is another thing that I will not speak about in public.. I suspose it is what it is... There will always be ways for one.. and ways for another...

But I will still my tongue... and just do what I do daily... And try to stay out of the way..