With everything that has been going on my mind is just a tumble mass of emotions that range from anger to lust to fear to courage.. I am a slave to my thoughts.. and I have to control each one to stay afloat..
I looked at my family and I find the courage to carry on day to day.. to always prove where my heart lies.. Ayg and I finally buried the hacket as they say.. and what ever line I had drawn between Mezoo and myself has vanished... I am angry over the actions of those I call family.. I find myself thinking of Tasco and a tiny bit if lust creaps into my thoughts.. and that causes fear that I might overstep.. Now that I would ever have the chance.. Each time we are around each other I can feel the tension of something.. and then a distraction appears.... My reaction is to step back.. Its what I do the best..
I am frustrated that things between Seve and Fonce have not been seen by others.. I am not sure why.. are people blind not to see there is a bright light that glows when they are with each other? Does someone need a pot upside the head?
Love.. an over used and overrated word.. its an emotion that fills everyone a differnt way and is shown in their own fashion... What is love to me.. might not be the same for you.. Love... what it is anyway
The desire to be with someone.. the desire to spend the energy to get to know them. to touch their minds and hearts... To know that if you close your eyes.. you can feel them inside you.. touching without touching..
Love is what you want it to be..
Love is the taste of warm honey running down your chin.. your tongue darting out to capture it.. Love is sharing a sweet with a friend.. a chaste kiss.. a touch of a warm hand.. its not tangible.. You can not measure it.. You can only feel it..
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