Two Peas in a Pod but are we really?.. Seve has moved forward in her life. While I am still paddling to stay afloat.. Things said sail past my head at times.. and I can not catch everything.. Seve has found the sensual part of herself.. the desires a mate and all the trimmings.. I am still trying to find that part of me.. I wonder does it even exist?
I don't ask her to come on my short adventures very often.. Why get the both us in trouble.. She has much more to lose than I certainly do.. But there is a part of me that wants to be more flirty.. more open.. but I keep my guard up all the time.. even when I try to remove it.. one thing is said or done and its back in place.
She did manage to find me the other night... at the stream.. I was thinking.. and trying to foget what had happened with Kam at the main fires. I was trying to figure out what horrible thing I had done to have him throw his lance at my feet..but I gave up trying..
But we were two peas in a pod at one time.. and I shall treasure those times in my memories..
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