When did you Change?

How did I miss it?

I dont know when exactly it happened.. maybe when she gave up all she was to show Fonce how much she meant her words.. maybe it was when she was freed.. I am not sure... but slowly right beneath my own eyes she changed.. The carefree spirit that made up my friend somehow let the adult move ahead of it... The same thing happened with Mezoo.. her demeanor changed also when a man became a part of her life..

I don't want to change.. give up that little bit of freedom to soar with the clouds. when I want to... to adventure.. to be what I am.. I think I always knew she would change.. I am happy for her and Mezoo.. do not misunderstand me.. but I am curious as I watch them interact with their loves.. Its almost like watching a piece of clay form itself to what the man desires. I have to wonder if this is not a defeat in a way.. for wasn't that little bit of herself that attracted him in the first place?

I do not see any compromise on the side of the male.. I do not see them changing forming into what the woman desires...maybe they are not suspose to. I really do not know..

What I do know is I miss Seve.. We will always be friends.. but I understand our time of adventures is over.. that she has to act a certain way now.. She will teeter on the edge of adventures.. but never will she jump in with that carefree spirit again..

I suspose one day I will have to stop my adventures.. until that time...