Quiet Night

I knew somehow I had to get to the top of the ubars main wagon.. but for now that would have to wait.. I was about to leave when Tasco showed up.. and low and behold Asria was all of a sudden sitting at her wagon.. I said Tal to both..

I am at odds with how I feel about certain things.. I guess I see things on a different scale than others.. I am not a loud person. I do not always talk alot.. and I try not to show my feelings through body movements.. I dont really dislike anyone.. but there are some I feel very close to.. others. I.. well I do not trust..

Asria asked if she could fix him a plate.. and before he could answer she was already at the fires filling one.. but he had already eaten.. another woman fixed him a plate. he said she talked to much though and ruined his meal so he left.. I offered the suggestion of chewing on mint.. he said he only used mint for one thing.. Yeah I asked.. go figure.. he said Kissing.. I suspose he was trying to get a rise out me.. but I did not jump to the occasion.. I just laughed softly..

I guess we were not talking enough. I asked if he wanted to help me catch the magpie.
but he informed me he did not do birds... No biggie..I will catch it myself. He announced he was going to the stream.. and Asria jumped righth in and said could she go.. I did not say anything... I was comfortable where I was and did not need to chase after the warrior to the stream.. I do not know why Asria does not like me.. other than the one incident I have kept my distance.. she talks to much for me... I like quiet sometimes.. But I was thinking as I watched her all girly like and ready to pounce.. Sometimes I wish I could be alittle like that.. and then other times I am sooo glad I am not... I would much rather be doing something else than acting all prissy and prowling for warriors... Do I like Tasco? Sure what I know of him.. but I have had little time to get to know him.. And am I gonna chase after him? Nope.. did that been there.. do not need anymore hurt feelings.. i am find in my skin just the way I am.. some may not understand it. but really its not their place to understand it.. Accept me for who I am and what I am.. do not try and make me into you....it does not work.

So anyway it was time to get up.. And as I got dressed and headed out the flap I nearly tripped over something left there... I crouched down and looked at it..seemed to be somekind of comb.. I wonder who would have left this and why.. judging by the way it was left.. I figured it must have been Asria.. When I see her again I will give it back... it probably holds sentimental value to her. I would feel ackward accepting it.. Now have I done anything to warrant a gift..

Well its time to get the day going.. I have much to take care of today.. and I wanted to get a head start on the move north.. so its off to check the wagons of the elderly..