I was not going to go.. but for Seve.. my dearest friend I did.. It was cold as I anticipated... guilty without even asking me about it.. :shrugs: It was still a lovely ceremony.. My part was to bring Seve into her womanhood.. I was glad Tarra gave me that part..
I am tired.. very tired... its been a very stressful hand at the fires.. I feel quite off kilter.. I am sure it will all work out in the end.. And I was told not to worry about it... but I do.. I never intentionally hurt anyone.. its not my way... it never has been... but people have been hurt and my name used to do it... I will seek Asria out of these days.. and speak to her about it.. I do not want bad feelings to fester and cause more problems.. but somehow I see her as a woman that holds those things.. I will do what I have to do.. if she does not accept it.. then my mind will be clear..
But my mind is not clear.. and as I lay down to rest.. I dream..
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