Not again!

I had just undone my braid.. slip on my cottom kamisk.. finally let things go that made me tense.. and just as my eyes started to close.. I heard a tapping on the side of my wagon.. Yamka.. are you in there?

Um Where else would I be?

Go away I am sleeping!

Yamka I need to speak with you.. can I come in?

Can you what?

I threw the furs off.. pulled on my pants.. and threw a blanket over my shoulders.. my hair was not even close to being ready to braid.. so it did not get braided.. I knew who it was.. It was one of my cousins.. I really need to hide my wagon at night.. or maybe put up a sign.. I AM SLEEPING GO AWAY!

Ok Enis you can come in.. And then he asked.. Well are ya decent? What the heck? Am I decent? :I grumbled and twisted my hair into a semi sorta braid.. Yeah I am decent as I am gonna get cause I want to sleep!..

So he pushed open the flap and sat down on MY furs.. And he grinned.. So how are you Yams.. I never see you since you moved up here.. I narrowed my eyes at him. You came to see how I am?? At this time of night?? Are you insane???

Well.. no not exactly.. but I thought I would ask .. ya know to break the ice sorta .. I rolled my eyes... and looked at him.. Ok so what so dang important that you had to drag yourself to my wagon this time of night...

I swear I am gonna sleep all day and just say awake at night.. cause I sure as hell don't get much sleep at night...

Well I was wondering... :oh boy hear we go.. and this was one of my smarter cousins:
Ya know the girl you sent to your fathers wagons.. Oh now this was making sense.. .. I said. You mean Kalien? .. He said yep... thats the one.. Well what about her? .. so he hmmm a moment.. Well can I have her? :someone just knock me out.. please?:

Enis what do you want her for..Wait nevermind. I do not want to know.. :he got this big grin on his face cause he was gonna tell me anyway... I gritted my teeth preparing for this..

Well.. I want to mate her... :hit with me a feather I almost fell over laughing: You what?.. Well I have always wanted to mate her.. but she wanted nothing ta do with me.. Until now... she dun't have much a choice does she... she is used ya know... I looked at him..What do you mean used.. Oh hell.. Nevermind. I know what you mean.. Look Enis.. you have to ask my father... and then he said. I did he said to ask you..

Did he say for you to come here in the middle of the night to ask me?.. Well no not exactly.. but I figured I would cause I was awake... :a mans logic. go figure.:..

I had to think mostly cause I was half asleep.. and this was much to confusing to not think hard on.. Well.. it would make her life easier... Your not gonna beat her are you Enis? Ohhh no Yams. never.. I have loved her since we were kids.. And well now maybe she will take a look at me... I yawned.. well.. I suspose you can.. I mean what am I gonna do with her.. But you can not beat her... or mistreat her.. and you have to be really gentle with her.. cause she is broken.. ..He looked at me.. what do you mean she is broken...

Ok now to put this into words a man would understand..

She loved someone.. her first love.. and offered him her heart.. and instead he gave her his collar... she is broken... I don't think he understood really.. but he looked at me... and smiled.. I will fix her.. I promise..

Is it as easy as that.. to fix someone that is broken? I don't think so.. I think he will have a long ride ahead of him.. Well. Ok Enis..

Just like my brothers. he tugged on what could have been a braid.. He then looked at me and crossed his arms.. You know.. its not wise to let unmated warriors into your wagon late at night...

I am gonna kill him.. yes I am... I picked up a rock I kept at the side of my furs and flung it at him.. Your my cousin you idiot. now let me go back to sleep..

He grinned that wiley grin.. and left my wagon...

I closed my eyes and tried to get some sleep.. but all I could think of .. who is gonna fix me.. and then it came to me.. just as I was drifiing off.. I sure hope I remember in the morning..