I had not really slept in a few days.. each night restless.. sleepless.. because the minute I closed my eyes and begged for sleep the same vision appears..I am pushed into the deepest part of the stream.. I know I can swim in my mind.. but in my dream I am drowning... and I let it happen.. I don't seem to weight anything at all. My hair floats around my body.. but wait I am not dead.. but I think I am... My mind clouds up as if ready to burst with charges of mental madness... Why? Why?
I can hear my voice asking.. but there is not a sound.. nothing.. its like I am there alone.. and then I wake up... dripping in a sweet scent of sweat... I am in my furs.. I am not even close to water..
So. I just lay there.. hands folding on my stomach... not wanting to fall back to sleep... I force my eyes to stay open.. my mind to stay busy...
Soon the sun will be up.. and I must start my day..all over.. and my night will it be the same?
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